Κυριακή, 16 Ιανουαρίου 2011

svise to feggari...


me skotwses....shmera me skotwses....
pws mporeis na stereis apo ena paidi thn agaph??me ti kardia to kaneis??
pws mporeis kai mou to kaneis auto?
den se noiazei tipota??? 2 xronia perasan....kai gia mena ka8e mera se eixa perissoterh anagkh....
shmera me skotwses....
den 8elw na 3hmerwsei shmera...8elw na svisoun ola mazi kai to feggari..na xa8ei mazi mou..shmera pe8ainw...
fovamai...fovamai polu...
den 8elw na 3hmerwsei to aurio iati to fovamai...niw8w oti 8a ligisw...spaw...8ri9ala mas pantou...giati panta mesa mou se kouvalousa...
zwh mou....
pws mporeses???
pe8ainw....
fovamai na antimetwpisw monh mou to aurio...giati mazi sou phres to gelio kai thn xara mou...phres olh thn agaph pou eixa mesa mou...phres ta panta kai emeina kenh...kenh...epeidh se exasa...
se exasa???
oxi!!!den mporw na to piste9w...
den mporeis na mou sterhseis thn zwh mou!!!den mporeis....
ponaw.....ponaw polu..kai govamai...den eimai kala se parakalw mhn to kaneis...8a spasw thn apostash na sai ferw 3ana sthn agkalia mou...
an xa8eis zwh mou xa8hka...
apo shmera zw alla exw pe8anei...ta panta mesa mou exoun pe8anei...
me skotwses...



sagapaw polu...na to 8umasai....8a sto fwnazw mexri ta kokala mou na mpoun sto xwma...

Τρίτη, 21 Δεκεμβρίου 2010

mesa se mia stigmh.....


pws allazoun ola etsi.....me ena mhnuma...apla kai ta panta fenontai diaforetika....ta dakrua 3afnika stegnwnoun kai stamatane....h luph antika8istatai me thn xara.....o ponos me to gelio...ta matia gemizoun 3ana zwh.....
e3w kanei kruo kai egw niw8w na kaiw.....h kastoria apo mounth kai adiaforh apokta thn xamenh ths omorfia 3ana.....oi dromoi gemizoun an8rwpous...oi fwnes apoktoun dunamh....kai h zwh mou nohma....
fobh8hka polu authn thn fora nomiza pragmatika pws se exasa....pws htth8hkame apo ta la8oi mas....troma3a,espasa,ekla9a,ponesa alla shmera eisai edw...kai phra dunamh...akoma kai an aurio pali xa8eis...8a 3erw oti eisai alh8inos pleon,oti to diko mas paramu8i den htan mia 9eudais8hsh...htan ena oneiro...toso omorfo oso esu sthn zwh mou....oneiro pou egine pragmatikothta.....
kai magapaw shmera...
magapaw polu....
tipota den egine adika...tipota den efuge...apla stamathse gia ligo gia na mas enwsei akomh perissotero....
makari na mhn teleiwsei pote auto...kai makari na pragmatopoieisoume oles tis euxes mas...
8elw me auto na sou pw ena megalo euxaristw....
se euxaristw....
me mou 3anaxarises to gelio mou....kai thn zwh mou...zwh mou....
kai alh8eia pws diamorfwnontai etsi oi sxeseis twn an8rwpwn???ola mporoun na anatrapoun mesa se liga lepta....mporoun na sou sterhsoun kati pou mexri x8es htan sthn agkalia sou kai se kane eutixismenh........kai thn stigmh akoma pou eisai ena bhma ap to 8anato na sou 3anaxarisoun thn zwh.....!!!!euxomai na nai kalutera auth thn fora...kai na mhn 3anaxreiastei na pe8anw gia na er8eis na mou dwseis zwh......sagapaw... ♥

Δευτέρα, 20 Δεκεμβρίου 2010

sta xalasmata ths agaphs mou.....


3upnhsa apo enan efialth...kruwna kai eniw8a keno...to idio keno gia to opoio diale3a na koimh8w....ta matia mou ugra...eklaiga kai ston upno mou skeutomai....akoma kai sta oneira mou den mporw na hremisw....
skoupisa ta dakrua mou....me ta xeria pou se agkaliaza....kai me esfi3a dunata gia na hremisw....kaneis den htan ekei na to kanei....
kaneis....
para mono oi anamnhseis pou katafernan panta na me dialuoun...
to mono pou 8umamai einai esena na me koitas me ekeino to blemma opws tote....pou sou esteila <>....8umasai??
sigoura oxi giati an 8umwsoun estw kai kati 8a hsoun edw twra mazi mou,kai den 8a me afhnes na se afhsw...
egw omws nai....
8umamai.....
tipota den mporesa na 3exasw pote...oso kai an eprepe,oso kai an to h8ela....
ola einai edw kai me stoixiwnoun...ka8e nyxta....kai den mporw na pale9w...tis gemisame toses stigmes pou einai pio dunates apo mena....
sou sumbainei kai sena auto?
h pali monh mou paleuw?????
poly duskolh h mera shmera .....3anagurisa sta xalasmata tis agaphs mou kai diale3a na afe8w sto me8ustiko arwma ths....
me phge makria....
kai mou epetre9e na ka8isw se ena braxo kai mou zhthse na tin parakolou8w....eixe kati na mou dei3ei eipe...
kai mou dei3e oles tis stigmes mas pou hmastan eutixismenoi.....kai etsi edeixnes kai esu h ektos akoma kai ekei prospoiwsoun....8umamai gelousame kai peirazomastan san mikra paidia....ta matia mou elampan....ka8e fora pou h morfh sou erxotan mposta tous....edeixna toso eutixismenh alh8eia....
meta me gurise se maures mou eikones gemates mona3ia kai apousia.....se eixa toso anagkh ekeines tis wres kai omws esu eleipes pali....
meta me eida ston ka8refth kai eida ton palio mou eauto,ekeino to koritsaki pou uphr3a kapote.....
prin didaxtw osa ema8a...prin ponesw oso me poneses....prin ma8w na agapw oso sagaphsa....sto tote....
kai ta matia mou dakrusan 3ana san ekeino to bradu pou eklaiga sthn dikh sou agkalia.....eniw8a na mou leipeis 3ana opws mou eleipe ekeino to koritsaki pou panta xamogelouse kai htan ola kala...kai h8ela na 3anagurisw ekei...prin arxisw na katalabainw ti shmainei ti....
eniw8a na ponaw pali....
kai meta katalava giati...giati eginan ola auta...
ston braxo pou ekatsa htan h stigmh pou efuges kai efuga....ola h8elan na mou poun pws apo tote exw meinei ekei....
se ekeinh thn mera....se keines tis wres,se keina ta mhnumata.....
kai telos......
eimai ekei pou me afhses kai se afhsa......
ela na me pareis me agkalia kai na mou 9i8urhseis <>....gia na parw dunamh gia osa 8a antimetwpisw akoma.....
ela edw pou se exw tosh anagkh......


sagapaw......zwh mou.....
nai zwh mou!!!kai as mhn saresei na se lew etsi epeidh pote den piste9es oti to ennoousa.....


Δευτέρα, 13 Δεκεμβρίου 2010

apousia......


akouw fwnes ta bradua kai me 3upmane tromagmenh apo ta oneira mas......fovamai...fovamai polu.....to oneiro auto me exei egkloveisei,prospa8w na 3upnhsw alla den mporw.....opws kai den mporw na se exw edw twra...
mou eipan oti etsi 8a nai kalutera...etsi 8a proxwrhsw....etsi 8a eutixisw...alla ola malakies apodeixthkan giati tipota apo auta den egine....de mporei na ginei...afou leipeis...!!!
mou leipeis polu.....
akouw ta tragoudia pou mou xes afierwsei tote...kai xanomai se keines tis stigmes...gia na vre8w ligo konta sou...to tasaki gemise pali...to alkool teleiwse....den me noiazei ti 8a apoginw...ema8es oti eimai arrwsth???h oute auto se noiazei???
se parakalw...gurna eimaste ena emeis oi duo....pws mporeis???
sugnwmh....
nomiza oti 8a tan kalutera etsi,oti den 8a me ponouse toso....alla auto me skotwnnei...
den vriskw nohma na zw e3allou...teleiwse kai mazi tou ki egw...8a xa8w opws xa8hkes...
ponaw toso...
me rwtane ti kaneis???kai den 3erw ti na tous apanthsw...oute egw den 3ew ti kaneis...pws katanthsame etsi emeis....emeis pou legame oti 8a mastan gia mia zwh mazi....pws giname duo 3enoi twra???
asteri mou....
o ouranos skoteiniase pali kai fobamai...fobamai polu...den vriskw ton dromo na gurisw sthn agkalia sou....den to vlepw pou8ena...
ela na me pareis....emeina edw....se ekeinh thn stigmh,se keinh thn wra,se keina ta lepta..pou spu eipa <>....egw???pws mporesa??na skotwsw thn zwh mou??ela...alliws 8a pep8anw...se keines tis stigmes epanw....
sagapaw....

Τετάρτη, 8 Δεκεμβρίου 2010

se exasa kai exasa ta panta....

se auta egw ta matia....extiza kastra kai platia.....
kapote.............
.............tote..........
twra.......twra ti???????
me ena ¨antio¨ exasa olh mou thn zwh..... oi meres gemisan keno...ta bradua sto apoluto skotadi....ta matia mou sunexws dakrusmena......exasa ta panta....apla me ena antio......
me skotwnei.....den 8elw na dei3w ton pono mou pou einai xaragmenos sto proswpo mou kai marturei thn anagkh mou na se exw konta mou.....
leipeis omws.......kai leipoun ta panta.....
apo ekeinh thn mera exasa kai thn anagkh mou na 3espaw se mia kenh kolla xarti pou prepei na thn gemisw me eikones....omorfes dikes mas....alla se exasa kai exasa ki autes?ti na gra9w twra?to poso ponaw???ponawwwwwwwwww gamwto me trelainei olo auto...xanw ton eayto mou.....pou eisai zwh mou?
mou leipeis polu.....kai den exw dunameis na pale9w pleon...
apla gyrna....
se xreiazomai..... <3

Δευτέρα, 12 Απριλίου 2010

pou eisai twra pou se 9axnw.....???


pou eisai twra pou se xreiazomai????se xreiazomai...
ema8a oti eisai kala....sto euxomai....
panta ekana oti htan kalutero gia sena....
ki as emena auto me skotwne...mou eftane na se blepw na gelas...
matia
mou...
na mou prosexeis polu....
pes se auth pou se kanei na niw8eis etsi na se agapaei pio panw kai apo thn zwh ths...giati to a3izeis...na se prosexei perissotero ap ta matia ths...na se exei kala...
na sai panta kala ...zwh mou...
sagapaw.....

Παρασκευή, 2 Απριλίου 2010

mhn xa8eis.......


TRELOsKAMIKAZI — May 12, 2009 — ΟΛΑ ΤΑ ΞΕΧΝΑΣ!!!ΓΟΝΙΔΗΣ..

Mn mou les alla 9emata......dn ta antexw allooooo......pleon 3erw oti ola teleiwsan..
mou to eipan ta matia sou x8es.......
kai se rwthsa : <>
<>auto mou eipes.....
alla gt??gt mou eipes pali 9emata???gt proteimises na mou kri9eis auta pou ta matia sou marturousan a8oruva???
x8es dn eixa tn dunamh na apanthsw sthn erwthsh sou....shm mporw,alla pali dustazw.....
den eiparxei logos na peinw eipes....
esu mou to les auto???esu??
sou leipw ka8olou ta vradia?anazhtas to kormi mou?to arwma mou......?
exeis pote niwsei na gkremizete h zwh sou mprosta sta podia sou kai esu na stekeis akinitos na tn koitas.....epeidh dn exeis alles dunameis??
exeis niwsei pote oti ola kai oloi einai aduka mazi sou.....polu aduka???
exeis niwsei pote na 3upnas apo efialth tremwntas olo sou to kormi.....apo fovo.kai ta matia sou sto skotadi ths nuxtas na aazhtoun tn morfi m??
na pnigesai ta vradia,na klais ,na ourliazeis kai na vrizeis epeidh xa8hka ap tn zwh sou etsi apla???
pes mou???
ta exeis niwsei pote.........................................????
egw nai.........gia auto eipia kai x8es......gia na mn ponesw kai allo to vradi....gia na mn niw8w tipota....gia na mporesw na pesw sto krevati kai na koimh8w hsuxh......xwris ais8hseis......gia auto eipia......


pou eisai twra??....ti kaneis.....????.......me skeftesai ka8olou?????......sou leipw?????
elpizw pws nai......
nomizw pws oxi......


kse kati akoma???
sagapaw.........




Πέμπτη, 1 Απριλίου 2010

Prrnan ta xronia....

8umamai ton eauto mou,se hlikia 8 etwn......ena melaxrino polu adunato koritsi me makria maura mallia....gemath xamogelo kai paixnidi......me mia konth lila tsaxpinikh foustitsa kai tis barbie sta xeria.....na ka8omai katw apo tn mhlia tis geitonias.......na antallazw autokollhta mazi me ta alla paidia.....na kruvomaste katw ap tis edres tn daskalwn,na hxografoume tn daskalo na mas fwnazei,na skarfalwnoume se tpetrinoun toixous me 8ea olh tn geitonia...na paizoumai krufto,kunhguto,mhla,pagokolones kai kleftes kai astunomous.....na anavoume fwties,na xtizoumai fwlies,na zoume alh8ina.........
xronia toso ali8ina me olh tn shmasia tous.....dn uphrxan misoi,zhlies kai kakies tote,dn upirxe antagwnismos para mono omadikothta.....oxi fasaries mono agkalies.....a8wa xronia gemata eutixia.......
eixa kai ena asteri pou sunnexeia fwtize to dromo mou tote kai me akolou8ouse.......htan ekei panta gia mena na mou 8umizei pws 8a nai ekei gia mia zwh......na magapaei kai na me prosexei....kai tn euxaristw epeidh akoma kai twra einai edw,dn efuge kai oute 8a to kanei pote......ena megalo euxaristw loipon sthn prigkipissa mou......(KATERINA PAPAVASILEIOU)
pleon ola alla3an.....
kai ta kalokairia sunnodeuoun to ena to allo tous xeimwnes......xeimwnes toso pagerous kai skoteinous..........gematos 8uelles kai kategides......pou phgan ali8eia ekeina ta fwteina kalokairia gemata agaph.....????
xa8hkan........oopws ola e3allou se auth tn zwh........giati oti exei arxh exei kai telos.........