Δευτέρα 20 Δεκεμβρίου 2010

sta xalasmata ths agaphs mou.....


3upnhsa apo enan efialth...kruwna kai eniw8a keno...to idio keno gia to opoio diale3a na koimh8w....ta matia mou ugra...eklaiga kai ston upno mou skeutomai....akoma kai sta oneira mou den mporw na hremisw....
skoupisa ta dakrua mou....me ta xeria pou se agkaliaza....kai me esfi3a dunata gia na hremisw....kaneis den htan ekei na to kanei....
kaneis....
para mono oi anamnhseis pou katafernan panta na me dialuoun...
to mono pou 8umamai einai esena na me koitas me ekeino to blemma opws tote....pou sou esteila <>....8umasai??
sigoura oxi giati an 8umwsoun estw kai kati 8a hsoun edw twra mazi mou,kai den 8a me afhnes na se afhsw...
egw omws nai....
8umamai.....
tipota den mporesa na 3exasw pote...oso kai an eprepe,oso kai an to h8ela....
ola einai edw kai me stoixiwnoun...ka8e nyxta....kai den mporw na pale9w...tis gemisame toses stigmes pou einai pio dunates apo mena....
sou sumbainei kai sena auto?
h pali monh mou paleuw?????
poly duskolh h mera shmera .....3anagurisa sta xalasmata tis agaphs mou kai diale3a na afe8w sto me8ustiko arwma ths....
me phge makria....
kai mou epetre9e na ka8isw se ena braxo kai mou zhthse na tin parakolou8w....eixe kati na mou dei3ei eipe...
kai mou dei3e oles tis stigmes mas pou hmastan eutixismenoi.....kai etsi edeixnes kai esu h ektos akoma kai ekei prospoiwsoun....8umamai gelousame kai peirazomastan san mikra paidia....ta matia mou elampan....ka8e fora pou h morfh sou erxotan mposta tous....edeixna toso eutixismenh alh8eia....
meta me gurise se maures mou eikones gemates mona3ia kai apousia.....se eixa toso anagkh ekeines tis wres kai omws esu eleipes pali....
meta me eida ston ka8refth kai eida ton palio mou eauto,ekeino to koritsaki pou uphr3a kapote.....
prin didaxtw osa ema8a...prin ponesw oso me poneses....prin ma8w na agapw oso sagaphsa....sto tote....
kai ta matia mou dakrusan 3ana san ekeino to bradu pou eklaiga sthn dikh sou agkalia.....eniw8a na mou leipeis 3ana opws mou eleipe ekeino to koritsaki pou panta xamogelouse kai htan ola kala...kai h8ela na 3anagurisw ekei...prin arxisw na katalabainw ti shmainei ti....
eniw8a na ponaw pali....
kai meta katalava giati...giati eginan ola auta...
ston braxo pou ekatsa htan h stigmh pou efuges kai efuga....ola h8elan na mou poun pws apo tote exw meinei ekei....
se ekeinh thn mera....se keines tis wres,se keina ta mhnumata.....
kai telos......
eimai ekei pou me afhses kai se afhsa......
ela na me pareis me agkalia kai na mou 9i8urhseis <>....gia na parw dunamh gia osa 8a antimetwpisw akoma.....
ela edw pou se exw tosh anagkh......


sagapaw......zwh mou.....
nai zwh mou!!!kai as mhn saresei na se lew etsi epeidh pote den piste9es oti to ennoousa.....


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